16/2/11

I'm surrounded by people, but sometimes I feel lonely. I have people who I trust blindly, but I don't feel free enough to tell everything that happens to me, and though I know is not true, I think they have no desire to listen to me. And keep things is not good. Something is wrong and I don't know what it is. Sometimes I'm too tired, and I cry and not know why, and I hate to not know the reason, because I can't fix it. How stupid, you think. The special people to me... I know they love me but sometimes they are not with me when I need them and that makes me sad.
Well, let's talk about guys, I'm interested in two people. One is very fuckin' pretty, but I guess I don't matter to him. Anyway, I love it. The other guy is special for me. He's a great person... but I think he was disappointed with me, maybe he expected other thing from me. I don't wanna lose him, but I think that it could happen soon. I really adore him.
I have the best friends that anyone could have, love them. They are very important to me and I know they will always be with me in difficult times. They are great people, so I consider them my true friends.
Well, I'm tired. If you wanna ask me something, just do it.